[ she gets it. she gets what he's saying. she agrees with him — she doesn't want almeidrea to have the ability to ruin anyone else's lives. she's a horrible, disgusting human being who doesn't deserve to take another breath. and yet. ]
I know — I get it, Law... I don't want her to do those things to anyone else either. I want to stop her. It's just...
[ there's more to it than he knows — there's a nuance to her feelings that make this situation more complicated for her. if she hadn't been the catalyst for almeidrea finding her people, then maybe killing almeidrea would help more with her feelings. but as it stands, she's wracked with guilt — and she'd always hoped that killing almeidrea would somehow relieve that. ]
There's something I need to tell you.
[ something she's never told anyone else — something she wishes would just go away and let her heart rest, but at this point she's not so sure a time like that will ever come. she's prone to keeping things bottled up and avoiding telling others, but... there's a part of her that hopes that maybe law can help her. ]
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Date: 2021-10-07 03:45 pm (UTC)I know — I get it, Law... I don't want her to do those things to anyone else either. I want to stop her. It's just...
[ there's more to it than he knows — there's a nuance to her feelings that make this situation more complicated for her. if she hadn't been the catalyst for almeidrea finding her people, then maybe killing almeidrea would help more with her feelings. but as it stands, she's wracked with guilt — and she'd always hoped that killing almeidrea would somehow relieve that. ]
There's something I need to tell you.
[ something she's never told anyone else — something she wishes would just go away and let her heart rest, but at this point she's not so sure a time like that will ever come. she's prone to keeping things bottled up and avoiding telling others, but... there's a part of her that hopes that maybe law can help her. ]